Sabtu, 07 Juli 2018

I am not what people think I am

People used to tell me that it must be very nice to be me. I can just point out what I want and the genie in the bottle (my husband) will give / buy it for me. That might be true, in a way...

But they don't know the other side of me (which I rarely show). The thing is, it is not easy to be me. I have a lot of burdens on my shoulder sometimes I feel suffocated.

Some of you might say that I am an ungrateful bitch. You will ask to start counting all the endless blessings God has given to me. FYI, I am so thankful. God knows how I am. 

But can I complain too like other people?

It is not easy to be me. You know. I just got my salary and half of it has gone, just like that.

It is my mistake I think. Not anyone's

AArrrgghhh I hate myself!