I will not give up

The voice in my head telling me that I should give up life... I should give up everything...

NO!

I have my daughter who depends on me. I am not scared of death... I am just scared of leaving her alone in this world... I cannot believe anyone else

I have to survive.

I have to live for her.

I have to be well for her.

To give her my love.

To show her how NOT TO LIVE LIKE THIS.

Oh God... I am so scared she would be like me :(